Don't really know what to blog about today... I'm just gonna paste the song lyrics of "Way Back Into Love"...
For all my past memories in school which I'll hold tightly to...
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep'
Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing'
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep'
Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing'
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep'
Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing'
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing
# posted by Desmond at 12:21 AM
Prison gates won't open up for me
On these hands and knees I'm crawling'
Oh, I reach for you
Well I'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I'm calling'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm falling', I'm falling'
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings I'm falling'
And all I see is you
These city walls ain't got no love for me
I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you
Come please I'm calling'
And all I need from you
Hurry I'm falling', I'm falling'
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Hurry I'm falling'
All I need is you
Come please I'm calling'
And oh, I scream for you
Hurry I'm falling', I'm falling'
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
Hurry I'm falling'
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me
# posted by Desmond at 10:42 PM
Went to school today, enjoyed my Japanese lesson in the morning... It was so enjoyable... Wasn't feeling that great after receiving back my results for my term test... Can't find the motivation I use to have back then when I started school... Anyway during Problem Solving lesson I finally found out what was really left undone by my group... We suppose to do a mini project on a product with a presentation... On top of that, everyone has to fill in these form "Self & Peer evaluation"... My group members were like giving me very high ratings which I personally feel that I don't deserve that kind of high rating even though I'm the team leader... I wasn't there for the pass 2 lessons... And I miss out on a lot of details which I think I have actually slowed down the progress of the whole group... I really think that i shouldn't be given such rating... I felt that I should get more management books for myself to enrich my own personal skills... Thanks people but I think you should re-rate about me, I don't deserve that kind of rating...
# posted by Desmond at 10:31 PM
It's was so boring today... 1st lesson get back term test paper... To top it up it's the paper which i don't have confident in... So results came out as I expected... Failed... Hiaz... So bored... No motivation to go towards my aims... Everything seems to be in ruins...
I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
You mean to me
What I mean to you and...
Together baby,There is nothing we won't do
Cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And I'm into you,
And girl, No One else we do,
With every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I know I can't be the only one,
I bet there heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of they life who feel
What I feel when I'm
With you....
I don't want no body else,
Without you, there's no one left then,
You're like Jordan’s on Saturday,
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now,
Hey!
Say you care for me,
You know I care for you,
You know...that I'll be true,
You know that I won't lie,
You know that I would try,
Be your everything
# posted by Desmond at 12:15 AM
So bored... I'm feeling extremely bored... Boredom is killing me... Argh!!!! LoL... Going nuts too... Why does my teacher need to release us so early when we're only into the lesson for not more than 15 mins... Yawnz... Anyway before that I didn't finish my lunch today... I think I'm falling sick soon... Didn't sleep till 6am... Was rolling about in my bed... The weather is so warm, can't finish my food to top it up I can't sleep... I really think I'm falling sick soon... Hm... I still have 10 mins before my next lesson... Bored... Not forgetting I'm still deciding on which red Psp to get... LoL... Here's something new after a whole night of web cam... I'm happy and this is how I show I'm happy... See... _l_ LoL...
# posted by Desmond at 2:46 PM
There's nothing in this world
There's not another girl that could satisfy my needs
The first night me meet her
Yes me senorita me never want to leave her no
Because the gal look sweet and ???
And me really want to take her home
Cos she look nice and is a one of a kind
When me look up in her eyes then she got me mesmerised
Picture perfect like a Kodak moment
When she kiss me goodnight and she feelin' up on me
We been there from the jump, never front, never stunt
Never done what a average girl done
And I can tell by her body language
She feels my emotionsAnd got me anxious
So that's me typeMe and me angel
And me really have to let her know
She's the woman of my life
Oh yes she so right
So please let the chorus go
There's nothing in this world
There's not another girl that could satisfy my needs
There's nothing in this world, There's nothing in this world
There's nothing, there's nothing
There's nothing in this world, There's nothing in this world
There's nothing, there's nothing
# posted by Desmond at 1:11 AM
Hmm... Was suppose to ball this morning but didn't able to play due to the weather... Was raining quite heavily in the early morning... Slept all the way till 5 plus 6 in the evening... Didn't really wanna wake back up to reality... Feeling lose as usual... Not
been-ing able to do anything the new problem which surface recently...
Anyway was watching the
Korean drama "The Legend" after I wash up today... Took my
blanklet to the living room with me while I watch it... Was so angry when the last
episode on the last DVD was spoiled... It's in the last few
mins of the whole show... Darn... Don't even know if I could change the DVD since it's been 2 weeks after I brought it...
All I wanna know is there any hope for my problem...
# posted by Desmond at 11:27 PM
People Come And Go But They Don't Know
That You Are My Beautiful
I Try To Come Closer With You
But They All Say We Won't Make It Through
But I'll Be There Forever
You Will See That It's Better
Our Hopes And Our Dreams Will Come True
I Will Not Disappoint You
I'll Be Right There For You 'til The End
The End Of Time
Please Be Mine
I'm All Out Of Love
Trying To Find If It's Really True
Oh... No~ No~ No~ No~
How Can I Prove My Love
If You Think I'm Not Good Enough
Can't Stop The Rain From Falling
Can't Stop My Heart From Calling You
It's Calling YouCan't Stop The Rain From Falling
Can't Stop My Heart From Calling You
It's Calling YouCan't Stop The Rain From Falling
Can't Stop My Heart From Calling You
It's Calling You
But I'll Be There Forever
You Will See That It's Better
Our Hopes And Our Dreams Will Come True
I Will Not Disappoint You
I Will Be Right There For You 'til The End
The End Of Time
Please Be Mine
# posted by Desmond at 3:04 AM
Hi people... Never been blogging much these few days even it's holiday... Not really in the mood to do so... Lakers lost after the huge win over Boston on Sunday to make the series 3-2 but they still lost game 6 which ended everything... Was feeling extremely down, it was like something or someone just detracted that precious thing from me... Suppose to be in camp now but did not go due to some personal issues... Hiaz... Don't really know what I'm doing during these holidays too... Just living a day after another desultorily... Hehe... I'm going all "emo" again... LoL...
# posted by Desmond at 12:26 AM
Just reach home not long ago... Went to Tampines, wanted to catch "Prince Caspain" or "Kung Fu Panda" but sadly I decided not to watch for everyone. Sorry, people... Found it unfair for Win Win to watch it with us again after a couple of hours after he caught the movie even when he's fine with it... To top it up, he still gotta cab home if we watch it...
Don't really know what's going on around me anymore... Or maybe it's me instead of my surrounding that is changing... A few months back, I broke up with my girl-friend when I really can't take all the lies that is always coming from her... Was kinda lost during the first two weeks of break-up but I got myself up again with ESC... Was so focus with ESC that I committed my soul into it to fill up the blank space which surrounds my life... Freedom was kinda found when I don't really need to give a fucking damn concern what's gonna happened if I do this or that... Now I even lost something that is quite important to me which is ESC... Life somehow or rather totally changes... It's felt even worse when I compare it to my break-up... Maybe I've put in too much of my heart into it which cause me to feel the emptiness inside me... Seconds after seconds, minutes after minutes & finally hour after hour I found myself to be awake most of the nights till pre-dawn... I seem to have so much fun around people but I can't really find it now... People are busy with your errands where I found myself to be so free till it's fucking boring... Boredom!!! I really need a outing or something, maybe an outing with myself... Maybe going out alone will help a bit where you fucking choose where to go, what to do & how to go... Feel like just hitting the wall... ARGH!!!!!!!!! IT FREAKING FUCKING BORING!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!! Even the LA Lakers ain't doing things properly... FUCKING HELL!!!!! DO SOMETHING!!!! KOBE PLEASE DO SOMETHING!!!! MAKE A MIRACLE HAPPEN... You got the team this far, you came this far to this point where you're at the grand stage again... Don't' let it slip!!!! At least show me that miracles do happen when I believe...........
# posted by Desmond at 12:17 AM
