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Wednesday, July 30, 2008 Frustration

It's been a frustrating week for me... Quiz, role-play for Japanese lesson & not forgetting plays which I can use for director's cup... Anyway two problems are out of the question already... Now I really need to focus more on how to get the team working when they have different playing methods... *Bang head against table" Saw my friend at the court today, had a game with them but didn't play long because my finger cramp after a while... Swap with my friend while I went to get ice to apply onto my finger... Sat at the bench near the court, looking at they playing... My friend's group is really strong in offense and in defence most of them are tall build...
If this Friday my team can't win at least the first match, I think I'm to blame too... If only I have the ability which I wish to develop in... Not forgetting all the thing which I once had in my arsenal... Thanks bro for reminding me again & again after so many times... I will try to look for the other "Desmond" inside me this coming Friday for the game...

# posted by Desmond at 11:52 PM

Sunday, July 27, 2008 Red Psp!!!

Yeah... I finally got my red psp... LoL... I need to start another fund raising now... Fund for my apple Ipod... Didn't really do any research today... I'm really starting to be worried about it... Hope that things will turn out a bit better... Anyway, why~ so~ serious... Hahahaha.... hoho... hehehehe....

# posted by Desmond at 11:56 PM

Sch on Sat

Went to school today, help a few people with their work... Not forgetting that I was practising on my jumper & free throws... Did a bit of 3-point shooting too... Was a good start, hit a couple of 3's when I got into the rhythm... Met up with Kelly went we were leaving school... Help him with his writoral power point... As usual, we crack jokes & made everyone laugh... There was a bit of sync today between me & another person today... But I don't really think things can happen... LoL...

# posted by Desmond at 1:15 AM

Saturday, July 19, 2008 Feeling Good...

The sun is on my side...
Take me for a ride...
I smile up to the sky...
I know I'll be all right...
:o)

# posted by Desmond at 6:08 PM

Wednesday, July 16, 2008 Fear...

I want my finger back...
I want it back so badly now...
More than ever...
*Cried* I wanna continue to play basketball...
Fix my finger, please...
I know the percentage of recovery is about 5 to 10 percent...
I also know the possibility is low even my nerve controlling the finger has snap...

# posted by Desmond at 5:07 PM

Monday, July 14, 2008 Thoughts & more thoughts

Have been thinking lately if my team can really take up the challenge for the director's cup...
1st match is on 1st of August which is actually very near... No proper training has been done... Team work I think is around zero too... My finger ain't in a very good state now as in it is getting more and more of a pain and burden to me now... I found myself to be bench at this particular low level where I really hate to stay at... I really wanna more on to the next level... I want to improve in all area... I'm sick and tired of winning by one or two points or even losing... I gotta admit I hard losing on the court... I wanna stop that trend... I want to be somewhere...
Colour code haven't been confirm yet...

# posted by Desmond at 2:51 AM

Thursday, July 10, 2008 Emo-ness Part 3

I still can't forget what happened 2 Fridays ago...
I can't let it go no matter how much I wanted to...
My mind is thinking of letting it go...
But my heart is saying something else...
27Th of June...
I'll remember that very day...

# posted by Desmond at 1:13 AM

Wednesday, July 9, 2008 Go Team "Blank"!!!

I feel so dumb right now... Trying to undo what has been done...
Maybe I've moved too fast that people can't accept what's happening...
Anyway today's practise seems to be fruitful... although it's not very good but there's improvement... Really hope that this team can really make it... Stamina is a big factor which this team is lacking... Communication ain't that good but gotta keep pumping on it...
Haven't came out with a team name yet... But I feel that it'll be something so lame when everyone is gonna put our brains together to come out with one... LoL...

# posted by Desmond at 12:31 AM

Tuesday, July 8, 2008 Emo-ness Part 2

Was lying on my bed...
Can't get to sleep...
The sky is dark without stars...
Was thinking about that particular someone...
Wondering if she's doing fine recently...
Feel like asking her how she's doing...
I struggling in mind thought...
No matter how much worries I've I can't express it out...
Drowning...
Drowning deeper & deeper into the darkness...
Into a darkness where no one dares to enter...

# posted by Desmond at 1:05 AM

Thursday, July 3, 2008 Blank

LoL... Don't really know what to blog... Anyway I just find it hard to blog these few days due to my swelling middle finger... LoL... It's swelling more day by day... The blood clot on the top joint seem to be getting more darker in colour day by day... Bending also seems to be getting difficult for me although my finger already is stuck at the 90 degree angle... LoL... Don't know why people always like to think or assume what is not... Sorry, Joyce... I think that girl is a pain in the ass... Don't bother about her, think that she's a nut case...

# posted by Desmond at 11:31 PM